Consciousness and Emotions I would describe my decision making process as thus: Make the best logical decision without regard to emotions. In many ways I idolize the Vulcans from classic Star Trek and how they built a society based on logic with little weight put on emotions. I agree with this because emotions are ephemeral …
I’ve been watching the news closely the past weeks. I’m looking for patterns that reveal both what is happening and what will happen. We are living in history right now and the narratives are being written. We are simultaneously the participants and the observers. I think that in a society if someone knows all the …
I always enjoy playing video games during the holidays so I thought I’d play a new one from my too large list of unplayed Steam games. In comes Emily is Away Too which is an indy game reminiscent of AOL chats from the late 90s and early 2000’s. Since I came of age during this …
I’ve been very upset the past few days about meaningless things going on in the internet. It’s been very distracting and I’d like to leave it behind. I’ve tried ignoring it but that doesn’t work. I need to work out my feelings on why this bothers me so much. A group of trans rights activists …
I don’t drink alcohol. I was talking to someone yesterday and it dawned on my how many assumptions people make about someone who doesn’t drink alcohol and how every single one of them is wrong in my situation. In my entire life, I have never found another person who abstains for the same reasons I …
I sometimes feel dishonest when telling people I am retired. Not because I didn’t save up enough money to never have to work again – I most certainly did. But because the reasons for my extremely early retirement are not publicly known. I suffer from a great deal of anxiety and especially social anxiety. Working …
When nerds say “No, I won’t fix your computer” preemptively after saying they work with computers A phrase so ubiquitous there are countless stores selling “humorous” knick-knacks with that saying inked on. I can’t even google to find legitimate nerds saying it because it’s only shopping results as far as the eye can see. It’s …
Part 1Part 2Part 3 There are a few things I reflect upon from my experience. First, Kairos is easily classified as a process of brainwashing. Every facet of the retreat was designed to put us in a particular state, which required 4 days to reach the conclusion. The boring first 2 days led us into …
Part 1 Part 2 Part 4 We hadn’t heard much from the Smug Head of Ministry yet. Most of the time we only saw him, and the other adult leaders, in the back with their heads down and their eyes closed, almost as if they were napping. The SHoM woke up and came to the …
Part 1Part 3Part 4 Each day of the retreat had a theme to go along with it. The first day is “Doubt the first”. The theme generally fits with that day’s talks. I don’t remember any of the talks on the first day other than they were incredibly boring. They give you a notebook and …