I don’t really update this anymore. There is a reason for that. I’m still working relentlessly on self improvement, but I haven’t felt the desire to talk about it. In part because nobody reads this, and secondly because I don’t enjoy going into the psychological place where I acknowledge I am not happy with my …
I’ve been coming out of my chrysalis, and not much has changed. The overall goal of my self improvement was to improve my dating prospects so that I would never be involuntarily alone again. I have started dipping my toes back into the market. I made an okcupid and a tinder profile. The results are… …
In my continuing journey of self improvement, I have decided to open up another facet to improve on: Fashion! I think this is a logical continuation of my fitness goals. What good is having a better looking body if no one can tell if I wear poor fitting and unfashionable clothes? I have spent my …
It’s been 3 months since I wrote this and this article documenting my newfound discovery of what was clearly a personality disorder manifesting in myself since early childhood. I have continued my research into this and now have a more concrete idea of what is going on inside my mind. This is my attempt at …
I’ve transitioned from bulking to cutting. I’ve packed on as much muscle as I could in these past few months, and now it’s time to lose the fat to see what I’m working with. The most effective tool for losing fat is Intermittent Fasting. The best sub-plan of Intermittent Fasting is One Meal a Day. …
The underlying purpose of this blog is to document my self improvements in 3 key areas: Physical, Financial, and Mental. Because we are in the middle of a pandemic, I figured I would quarantine myself and work unrelentingly on self improvements. I have made great strides the past few months. I aim to to move …
Thanks for asking! Why yes, I am having a lovely time. I’m Nocturnal Now I’ve moved my sleep schedule so that I sleep only during daylight now. This is useful since the weather is much nicer at night, I can usually open the windows at least for a while. I’m also saving a good deal …
Something about other people causes me to feel anxiety. It is a unique feeling of anxiety. I enjoy the fear when ascending the hill on a large roller coaster. I do not enjoy the feeling when meeting someone new for the first time, no matter how many times I do it. I’ve made it my …
I’ve opened a Pandora’s box of sorts, and I very much want to see how far I can go. I was trying to find more information about who I am, and other people like me, when I discovered an interesting book, Neurosis and Human Growth by Karen Horney. This book changed my perspective on everything. …
I had a dream a month ago. It’s difficult to describe because I find I can feel emotions in dreams that don’t occur while awake. The closest description of how this dream felt was like embracing a long lost friend you care deeply about, or going home after a long absence. Since then I’ve had …